The word Iam mostly faced with..NOooo

I don't know why but the word I am mainly faced with 's no. A girl can't do this,a girl can't do that etc etc but why? Even in this 21st century there are still people who aren't ready to accept the changes to be bought about in this fast moving life.

I am a person with a lot of dreams but "shoot" my circumstances never allow me to let them free.I would love to travel a lot, go for hiking, bungee jumping etc but to be frank I haven't yet tried any of this.Wish even life was as easy as it looks to be like in movies...the problem arises then somehow a solution's found, your loved ones come up to help you and then the curtain falls "and they lived happily ever after".

Its true what William Shakespeare once said "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages".But in my life the sad part's I feel I haven't played any of my acts properly.I haven't been truthful to myself or even life as a whole.I have been doing things on someone else s order's, a mere puppet whose threads are being pulled by many at the same time.

But now my conscience isn't allowing me to go forward the way I am going now.Its time I take a firm stand.Now its time I follow what my heart says,all this while I had been stopping myself from doing so because I felt it would hurt my loved ones but now its time that things change after all "there's no gain,without pain".Now my path's clear and my will to strive for my goal even more stronger than before....Now its time I play my role cogently...

Flirting With Danger

As I had mentioned in my previous entry,1 of my favourite pass time hobby's reading and my favourite author's Paulo Coelho.The book which Iam now engaged in reading of his' "The Witch Of Portobello" is one which exhibits a fusion of philosophy,religious miracle and moral parable.

The words in the novel which made an impact on me are"flirting with danger". Really simple words but when put together makes all the difference.I don't know what exactly the author meant by them but when seen from a normal reader's perspective I think they mean flirting with life as a whole.That's to say that it describes how (the main character in the novel) faced her life with a smiling face and a calm attitude,about how she never quit in her quest in search of her inner gifts and talents and finally about how one should believe in one's true identity and keep seeking for it if one has not yet found it yet.

Me The Way Iam

Talking about myself,my name Deepthi Joseph.Then coming over to the deeper aspects sweet,cute,attractive,dazzling etc would not be the words I would use to describe myself rather it would be determined,bold,unique,optimistic,stubborn etc,the words which describe me the best.Iam who Iam and no one can ever change me no matter what happens.I like adventures and Iam always eager in exploring new ventures in life.Talking about my hobbies the first and foremost one would be reading and my favourite authors include John Grisham,Danielle Steel,Paulo Coelho etc.

Well other than reading my other interests include music of artists like Selena Gomez,David Archuleta,Vannessa Hudgens,Hillary Duff,Celine Deon etc in Englich and as an Indian I've rather great interests for the Indian music as well in which Shaan,Mohammed Rafi,Hariharan,Shreya Goshal etc are my favourites.At times I also do like peppy and fast numbers and dancing to their beats till I get axhausted.

When it comes to socialising Iam a person who takes time to get adjusted with the changing environments and it does take time for me to make friends.Maybe that's reason why Iam very selective or choosy when it cums to my friends but the ones I make are very dear to me and I give them my 100% no matter what the case or situation might be.

Iam not a rough and tough kind of person but Iam a person who values ones cultures and traditions and one who gives more priority to family and society as a whole.Well I guess thats it I can summarise about myself and put into this small space,were my negative traits weigh more than the positive ones..this's me Deepthi Joseph the way Iam...

As an ending note I would just like to quote the following lines:
"Two roads diverged in a wood,and I-
I took the one less travelled by,
And that has made all the difference"